A Mother is Born

Motherhood can be a very special experience, if only you have the time to realize it. I am in the family way and ready to pamper myself, to indulge in all the good things in life. Married for a year now and It all began with House hunting from the month of Oct’07, since were we used to live that’s Keelkattalai, was quite a distance to travel after work. This tired both my husband and me. Secondly, it was in the first floor, with lots and lots of complication from neighbours, water problem, space, etc.. etc..

Much as I would have liked, sports like swimming and go-karting were out, walking was the only outdoor activity open to me. Had shifted to our new place by JAN’08, Tansi Nagar in Velachery, a purple colour independent house, much closer to my work place. Into my fifth month, an opportunity for a go-karting, beckoned. Smilingly, I dreamt of another time when I would attempt more such karting opportunities with a different backpack!

I just had to confide to my husband, that I sorely missed Pani Puri (spicy Indian snacks), Butter Chicken, Paneer Fry, Junk Food which increased my cravings for food, which is so much a part and parcel of pregnancy. For someone who loves food but hates cooking!

A Beautiful Retreat
A place that did offer solitude was Dakshin Chitra and some time with my husband. That gesture was so touching; after ages we get time for ourselves and visit this outstanding place of art where we can see different kinds of lifestyle and I feel that a part of the traditional riches are with me [God knows what that means;) ].

Into my eighth month now...... can feel the little one eagerly wanting to come out ;) .... well as of now preparing for the baby shower ceremony... will upload pics in Flickr once its done... untill then.... adios!

Our Little Baby

Little baby on the way,
Getting bigger every day,
Kicking mommy here and there,
God please listen to our prayer.
Keep our baby safe and strong,
Let his/her time with us be long,
Help us teach him/her right from wrong,
And we shall praise thee all day long.
This little one, though not yet here,
Is loved so much, has grown quite dear.
Delivery time is growing near,
That's why we pray our plea you'll hear.
Please help us Lord,
we pray to Thee With thankful heart, on bended knee,
To raise this child that he/she might be,
A happy child because of ME.

SAME SHIT - DIFFERENT DAY !!!!!!

BIG QUESTION ?????????

Life at this moment seems to be a stand still
Everything you talk about becomes just for the sake of or maybe "sacrifices"
There is no meaning to anything you say
Your always wrong bout everything
Anything you say fires back at you
The reason behind everything is just nothing
Life is so difficult
You are not doing what you have to do

- Why should anyone sacrifice?

- Why cant they just talk it out why does it have to be so hard

- Life can be so much simpler

- If all were broad minded

- God is not helping either

- Would love to talk bout it to someone but donno how they would take it

- Good or bad :(

- Everything seems to be happening too soon and the days are flying fast :(

- Less time too many things to do

- Feels like the end of the world :(

does life have to be this way is it by chance or by choice????

That is the BIG QUESTION????


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"Anxiety is the poison of human life" - YES IT IS

You Are 20% Evil

You are good. So good, that you make evil people squirm. Just remember, you may need to turn to the dark side to get what you want!

How Evil Are You?

LIFE JUST ISN’T

What’s important is life is how we treat each other.

Life isn’t about keeping score. It’s not about how many people call you and it’s not about who you’ve dated, are dating or haven’t dated at all. It isn’t about who you have kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It’s not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it’s not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn’t about if you have lot’s of friends, or if you are alone, and it’s not about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It’s about how you feel about yourself. It’s about trust, happiness and compassion. It’s about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealously, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It’s about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else’s in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life’s about. ;)

IF I KNEW

You know how you always hear people say, “If I knew then what I know now…”?
Have you ever wanted to say…yeah…well…go on….

So here we go…

• IF I KNEW
  
  I would listen more carefully to what my heart says.
  I would enjoy more… worry less.
  I would know school would end soon enough… and work would…well, NEVERMIND.
  I wouldn’t worry so much about what other people were thinking.
  I would appreciate all my vitality and tight skin.
  I would play more, fret less.
  I would know how much my parents love me and
  I would believe that they are doing the best they can
  I would enjoy the feeling of “being in love” and not worry so much about how it works out.
  I would know that it probably won’t… but that something better will come along.
  I wouldn’t be afraid of acting like a kid
  I would be braver
  I would look for the good qualities in everyone and enjoy then for those.
  I would not hang out with people just because they’re “popular”
  I would take dance lessons
  I would enjoy my body just the way it is
  I would trust my girlfriends
  I would be a trustworthy girlfriend
  I wouldn’t trust my boyfriends (just kidding)
  I would enjoy kissing. Really enjoy it ;)
  I would be more appreciative and grateful, for sure
  
  BUT THEN IF I KNEW …….
  

MY NEW BESTFRIEND

Today I met a great new friend
Who knew me right away
It was funny how he understood
All I had to say

He listened to my problems
He listened to my dreams
We talked about love and life
He’d been there, too, it seems

I never once felt judged by him
He knew just how I felt
He seemed to just accept me
And all the problems I’d been dealt

He didn’t interrupt me
Or need to have he say
He just listened very patiently
And didn’t go away

I wanted him to understand
How much this meant to me but as I went to hug him
Something startled me

I put my arms in front of me
And went to pull him nearer
And realized that my new best friend
Was nothing but a mirror